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♥ It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.
Being strong means being heartless.

Tell me, how do the scars feel after the wounds heal?
Did it burn when they cauterized?
Did it show that you were hiding the hurt inside?
Do your eyes still shine as bright as they did
the days when you were at your best?

Now that you're all alone and feeling sorry for yourself,
did it make sense to lie to me and deceive me like you did?
If you run away from me, I'm not running after you.
If you turn away from this don't look back.

If you go then I'll forget you.
When you're gone I won't miss you.
I'm sorry that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart.
If you go then I'll forget you.
When you're gone I won't miss you.
I'm sorry that's just the way I've learned to deal
with a broken heart and broken promises.

It's been a long time since I've seen you and longer since we've talked.
And the last thing that I said was I had nothing to say.
Now I'm choking on my words.
All the things I didn't say that could have made it all ok. ♥

♥ Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again ♥

♥Wake me when it's over,
I don't feel much like crying tonight.
Please tell me that you're leaving.
I don't feel much like holding you tight.

I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become.
I need you even though I can live without this.
I know that I should probably hurt so bad but I can't feel a thing.
I know that I should probably say something but I can barely breathe.
And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy
I just don't have the strength to fight no more.

My throat is sore from pleading.
I don't feel much like singing tonight.
If I can stop the bleeding I know that I will be alright.

I'll forget your bitter taste when you pull your lips away.
I'll forget the way you feel and the chill of your embrace.
I'll forget the way you look.
Don't wanna remember your face.
Let's just cut this clean tonight and maybe I'll cry tomorrow.

Explain the way you feel, you said to me.
I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave. ♥

♥ woke up today thinking of you
another night & i made my through
so many dreams still left in my mind
but they could never come true
i press rewind i remember when
i close my eyes & i`m with you again
but in the end i can still feel the pain
everytime i hear your name

the sun won`t shine since you went away
seems like the rain`s falling every day
there`s just one heart where there once was two
that`s the way it`s g0tta be until i get over you..

walked through the park, in the evening air
i heard a voice & i thought you were there
i run away but i just can`t escape
memories of you everywhere
they say that time will dry the tears
but true love burns for a thousand years
give my tomorrows for one yesterday
just to know that i could have you here

it`s so hard to let go... ♥

♥ Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.♥

♥I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.♥

♥ My Dearest..
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Me..♥